Lyrics
I ain't one to ever ask for help
Even when it comes to the worst of hells
Maybe it's my pride
Maybe it's something way down deep inside
That says I can't
This last year came with tougher trails
And tougher times
But I'm still standin
This last year
Tried to test me
And I learned lessons that I never hoped to learn
I pray next year
Ain't against me
It's full of blessings and all the tables turn
But when it comes to this weight on my shoulders
And getting walked all over
I'll tell myself clearly in the mirror
This is the last year
The last year I'm not sure of what I want
And being damn sure of all the thing I don't
Like toxicity, liars and cheats, people talking down to me
That's just a couple things
I ain't gonna tolerate
This last year
Tried to test me
And I learned lessons that I never hoped to learn
I pray next year
Ain't against me
It's full of blessings and all the tables turn
But when it comes to this weight on my shoulders
And getting walked all over
I'll tell myself clearly in the mirror
This is the last year
So next year when I'm face to face with me
I hope I like the reflection that I see
This last year
Tried to test me
And I learned lessons that I never hoped to learn
I pray next year
Ain't against me
It's full of blessings and all the tables turn
But when it comes to this weight on my shoulders
And getting walked all over
I'll tell myself clearly in the mirror
No more happiness turning into tears
Cause this is the last year